I don't get it =w=

Yesh..u heard me..i don't get it at all

why does people goes so negatif this days =w=
always giving negatif comments to others without thinking what others feels...
i noe that we're having trouble and all but why can't you consider what you're trying to say to people...
we're new to this world and we are still learning...many things happen in a very fast pace..
so if you guys *yesh this is goes to all the people i noe for short* wants to troll or watever you call go ahead =w=

this world is brutal and tat we noe...but atleast see what are you doing to others..you guys don't have to be so political on everything,that will only leads you to something tat is like a NOBODY..
i been busy this days and i already can see people are struggling =w=
you may think that the world is something tat you can live on *which is true* bt we r still the same..
WE ARE HUMAN BEING!!!

so many thing happen and yet you say like
"i've been there more then you do"
"get over it and face it head on" *this one actually have meaning*
"You're a phailed person" *i get that alot*
"learn it ** all *** must noe hw***" * you can get what i mean*

yesh...i noe it's like so long i didn't updated my blog =w=
but yea...if you think you're a cold person =w= then you haven't seen me being very cold,heartless and etc etc =w=

if you like to be serious all the time,u won't enjoy life itself...
you don't want to get married and what will you enjoy if you don't? you won't enjoy what the meaning of having your own family...

human are creation by god...but human has touch the path of the sin....which leads them to satan....

that is why i don't like what i'm seeing =w=ll

everyone thinks they are great *yesh i also act i'm great* but atleast don't show your temper to the new kids...i feel very bad for them.....

cosplay...
and i thought it sumthing i can have fun with...
YESH! I DO HAVE FUN OF IT!!! AT THE BEGINING OF THE YEAR THAT IS!!

after that people are like....SHIT YOU...PHAILED....etc etc...
owh by the way~
try looking into the mirror for once in your life =w=
do you think your..what do they say..hawt? awesome? yaoi? bishie?
forget it...i don't like the blaber it out =w=

owh yea~ i also dun get why you guys call other cosplayers SLUT....do you even understand what they actually cosplaying? is cosplay a model thing?? no..it's protraying the charater you dress like...if you like wan to call like a SLUT..then what is FF X-2 Rikku is? Yoko from Gurren LAgann? aren't those call slut too?? just because they show some skin???

i noe i'm random and all....and YESH i noe alot of you actually hates me =w= even backstab me =w=
and yesh..i'm poor and i'm working to survive =w=
why do i spend my money for cosplay?? well it's for a hobby but now i feel very very stupid for it =w=...why do i go all the trouble to exercise and all =w= dieat and etc....

why do i even listen what others are saying =w=
i feel better of being a nobody taking YOUR ehem cosplay like what the other photographers are

for those yang Ter~ rasa in this post well gud for you =w=

i'm trying to be nice,gente and a good friend to all of you =w=
when i emo or sumthing pegi pat aku...i ingat ypu guys care....tengok2 boleh say cruel things to me =w=
i wanted to retire Crossplay for quite sometime but i feel bad about it...so yea... i noe...

DAI_SPAMMERZ SUCK!! ANNOYING!! GO SCREW YOURSELF!! *fufu i love when i hear those things*
and yea..what if~ i disband Dai_spammerz? huh?? where would the others go??? i open that group is to bring New cosplayers to have fun in them,meet new people,ask advice...but is that the respond....i feel like you guys are nothing but a big bullys...

why do u love anime for the 1st place? why do you love the things in japan? don't you guys even see how does those animator look at they're face when they heard this things =w=
*yea i seen one and i was so fucking sad* people risk they're time and money just to bring joy...
look at the charater tat ur cosplaying
if they see that,they're like "wow~ all my hard work pays off"

so what?? are you guy still goin to be mean to others?? or you're just goin to stay low??
hate me?? go ahead~

it won't change the world to a better place if you keep on doing that....

sayonara for this post..

i will updated my boring and none cosplay days as much as my fucking life can still go on =w=

It's Been Awhile~~<3

ok let me begin XDD
this is so much trouble and etc etc *too lazy to explain*

anyway CF is near and i haven't even finish my 3rd Chapter *dead*
Bt i dun give up *juz hope no interuption

i hope i get my money soon T^T and etc etc

songs..?? thres so many i heard...so sorry no song XDD

eto...wat else...Owh well i hope i cn post sumthing soon T^T