Lil updated today on SMK Tropicana

ahhh~ the 19th~~~ idk when was last time i post tis XDDD

ok here the sum today O-O

Today is the COsplay Competition and J-Pop and K-Pop Dance Competition held at SMK Tropicana XDDD

since i invite my friend we plan to drove on a motorbike to the area instead but more like...OMG WE DUNNO WHRE IT IS!!!!

so like yea i called Zhang Zhang whre is it and he also dunno so i just say we go convoy together XDDD

we reach at IOI mall around 10am??

and then we go together *while showing middle finga to each other*

when we reach to the spot AKA School we start changing and yea...miss our school days XDDD

start changing and all we head to the event site...

hearing some band performance and walk alot *and kena tegur about some reason that i want to forget and also kena cekik by Yuan which i dun mind d* i waited for the cosplay competition XDDDD

Xajin was first with Amy Cosplay Ciel and Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji XDDD i notice they practise hard on the dance but before you noe it,technical glitch which like OMG and so....Xajin was pissed off and emo stated....poor him Q__Q and so i mostly skip the other skit cuz it's quite boring XDDD

as we waited i head to the school canteen whre i met up wit Gyu and Misa and...some other cosplayers XDDDD

Gyu nid help on his make up so i help him XDDD and at the same time was looking for misa XDDDD *misa so skinny u noe~*

after finish that i spot misa and try to glomp her from the back XDDD but i phail cuz she saw me in the mirror...

and then i go and have some sword sparring XDDD and get tired XDD and i go to chris who is nearby XDDD

we start talking about prop constructing XDDD his having a hard time earning cash and like...if no choice he would go work...like a normal thing...which he prefer work something related to cosplay and jacky join the conversation XDDD

nearly to 2pm we head back to the event site XDDD and so we waited for the dance competition XDD

the first group make me sleepy...and i was not really hyper much cuz wanna try to tone down or i will lose control...and yea..i noe u noe what would happen =w=;;

after a few performance the group start to get more dynamic and entertaining XD

and Marina,iqi and ash group comes XDD and WOW finally a close up on the dance XDDDD

then after they're performance i go to the back of the hall and look around XDD we talk and talk and talk XDDD

after the price giving ceremony time..they have public dance performance XDD so like..yay~~ dance XDDD tho stop and stop XDD getting tired XDDDD

after the event over around 5pm?? we start to hangout at the hall on the after event XDDD

we head to curve cuz of Zul Imran Bday and i went thre..which idk whre to meet XDDD

i called zhangzhang 3 times and then i noe it's at Sushi King

head thre and act normal XDDD I DID'NT GO HYPER OK!!! ASK DOUJI AND ALL!! THEY WERE THRE!!!!

so yea everyone left and i'm with chris,douji and Alezander XDD and ofcuz patrick XD

we wnet our separated ways and i head to sunway XDDD wait for my sis finish work and go back home XDD and here i am now XDDDD

Rushen say it's boring without my hyperness/shouting and potter is asking me to join competition??? reno was telling me about the different types of trolling XDD so yea i can understand XDD but not really interested to join Competition that much...but maybe i will this year..tho not a trolling type XDD

so anyway~~~ i will sign off now~~

hopefully can post something new XDDD

owh owh maybe MAGE is coming back XDDD so like..maybe i'll join?? XDDDD who noes~

Bella's Open House+Meet old friend+Gathering

Ok yesterday was the first of Chinese New Year and it's for the wabbit! *Riza engko yelah wabbit!*

so like yea~

at first like...1 week before bella's open house..i just saw the invite in Facebook XD

and so like...makes me think...should i go??? and like...FUck it lets go!

ok i left the house at 10am which me and my family nid to sent Qiqi And Kimiko to sunway...and head to Taman Duta after that...so like it's 11am! so i SMS BElla i'm about to reach her place...she replied me back saying *i'll be thre at 12pm* so like i was infront of her house for 30min OwO

and first expression was....TEKAI!!!!!! yes it's a huge mansion! bella grandmama is big O_O

so like...waited under the blazing sun for 30 min...walking around and such owO and like bella sms me back to enter the house and go to the bar...so like BAr? ALCOHOL! *rush to it*

but was stuck infront ot the entrance with BIG CAMERA AND ETC!!!

so like...standing thre and wait for bella~

bella reach not so momments laters OwO

and like WOW!! SHE'S SHOO HAWT!! *nosebleed*...ok maybe not literally nosebleed =w=

so like i enter the house and it was crowded...bella bring me to the bar room..and i like sitting there quietly doing nothing...and like...bella says i look so lonely thre and asking me to join them...so like..PFFFT really?? i don't think i would XDD;;;

so like i grab something to eat and such =w= and waited a little longer...*suppose Ikki and Cappy shuld be reachin thre d...*

but the first person to arrive was SYN HAEDAS! yes mieko's Friend...ad like sure..i guess i'll talk to her i guess....and..we don't really talk that much...cuz we are being entertained by Bella's friends OwO

and like....yea...we have some awkward Silence momments XDD

and like...ok meet ALEX and LInus again! woot~ the blonde twins XDD

and we're start talking and all....then sean and Sky pegasus came~ *ok sean left early cuz he has something to do*

so like...i'm alone again?? haiz...so start talking to Linus....and like his nice and suddenly turns my hyper up =w=....well not 100% so like ok...i'm abit crazy d XDD *+drinking 100plus lagi...*

then ikki,cappy,narukid,and miyavi honey arrives~

and like..yea...i don't really feel hyper much d...

Ikki starting to beat me up and pulled my hair! *yes i noe the reason so i deserve it =w=*

and like yea...after awhile~ Ice cream came~ she still look sweet and all XDD *can't believe she didn't notice me O_O until ikki pulled my hair*

oh i was rapeing/stalking/molessting the door while looking at the people outside XDDD

and yea...at 2.45pm i left bella's place...i wish i could stay longer..but alas...i don't wan to get back home with bruises and all =w=

then i went to the car and i'm heading sunway OwO

was at the Bus Station at Central SUpermarket OwO i called up my old friend Irwan XD

and we hung out at sunway...tho i belanja him all =w=

we went to sushi king and i belanja like.....rm70?? Lol XDDD then we went bowling OwO *suppose we go watch movie but....it was packed so yea..we went bowling XD*

the stupid balls are not coming up!!! WTF the time XDDD

then we head to my sis and Irwan was trying to pikat her =w= then i told him ur going to suffer from her...so like he back off XDD

then after that i got a call from Wong Sifu OwO

and like they came to my sis place *cuz my sis is alone and we can't leave her*

Rushen,misashi rei,Ash,iqi and nero was thre aswell XDD and iqi step sister OwO

and like...kimiko's wan ice cream and yea..i promise i'll belanja her one day so all of us go together OwO *except for nero and iqi cuz practicing make up at the momment*

so like ok we buy Cookie and cream and also Cotton Candy at Baskin robin *cotton candy tasted nice....ok now i believe my lil sis*

Rei was shock to noe that kimiko is my lil sis XDD as well as QIQI XDDD so like after that we went to the Arcade OwO Wong sifu is not satisfied with the Tekken here XDDD so like yea...ahahahahahahaha~~ i phail playing Time Crisis XDDD

then we went back to my sis and oh rei went back early before we went to the arcade XDDD

and start talking about cosplay related stuff XDD *mostly make up* and like we have some great time Hearing the Jazz music at that time was nice XDDD

at 10pm we head back home~ everyone goes bye bye~ so we hv fun...well i hv fun XDD it was tiring XDD and my eyes still closing ryte nw XDDD

so ryte!

THATS ALL FOR TODAY!! XDDDDD

TATA~

Respect or (NOT) Respect

hmmmm~

i don't really know how to say this but~

how am i suppose to respect others where else others don't really respect me for being...ME????

OK sure i do respect alot of people before but after all the downfall and criticism i've been getting for the past what 1~2 years it really useless for me respecting others XDDD

it's up to you guys to figure out the solution whether you wanna respect me or not XD if you do i respect you back XDD

it's true i adalah orang yang x malu in public *due to weird random hyperness* but thats me..i'm actually getting tired from all the random stuff i've been doing...and i've been toning down quite abit..compare from previously i guess...*well from you guys punya point of view...i dun think u even realize it XDD*

ofcuz i'm really regretting the momments i've been doing last year and this year =w=

but you guys got one time say that "I kena Jaga Image sendiri" so like...yea...i too have to jaga my image...which is my random hyperness...if i don't...well...ok for the old people that knows me sure you guys say

"Finally his normal" or like "Oh? His quiet today"...

and what would the new people that just knows me from being me says...i really got this like...a few times already from variety of people

"Huh? why are you not hyper???"

"Taka are you ok?? you not being yourself.."

*i'm sure at this point you must be thinking that OH great his talking something about himself like pampering and etc..well it's not actually =w= deal wit it*

well all i can say is...If you don't respect me...i don't respect you so like it's a hypothesis and also consider my way of doing things

i don't care if you don't LIKE ME or your talking talking BULLSHITS aka GOSSIPS about me....

but please your just as bad if you doing those things

i'm here not to impress people with the glamour and such i'm here to actually EXPRESS my feelings in my way

so please think about it for once

why should you respect others if yourself is not respecting yourself

Such a wonderful day to be moody

Haiz~~ i don't know what to say to my dad =w=

I mean yea... yup help me alot when making the armor and etc....*tho you yourself make mistake in the process and i wasted extra money because of that*

but seriously....there's once in my life i would love to do things MY WAY!!!!

why do you always say we're not independent? for christ sake! you yourself is not willingly letting us go =w=

ok find enough with the HARHAR talk i'm a young adult and soon to be an adult once i reach 20 this year =w=

i would to love learn things in my perspective view =w=

i brought those material from the 3 years of experience of cosplaying d...and i know which material to use on the process...

haiz...even when i said i found a place that sell something like leather *Vinyl* you don't have to like "haiz~~ yelah tu~~ dah graduated lah tu" Quote on me!!! D<

i mean i know how to make sword with cardboard and any cheap materials and you want me to spend over rm1000 for a sword that i won't be using after tat?? would'nt it be a waste??

Oh yea sure~~ and you can say "You can always sell it.." FOR GOD SAKE!! WHO WOULD IN THE MIND WANTS TO BUY A PROP THAT IS COST RM1000+ WHRE YOU CAN GET IT CHEAPER AT S'PORE OR EVEN THE LESS TAOBAO!! AND NOT TO MENTION THEY USING THE SAME MATERIAL!!

i gave you over rm1000+ *i think it has reach rm1300+ d * so you could finish that armor even you yourself say that use need only RM1000 to make it....

haiz..all i'm saying be a little faith me with lah~ i want to make my prop as cheap as possible =___= because i want to keep the extra money for something else...i've already been giving half of my salary d *rm700* every month....why won't you have faith in me???

if not i'll be like my sister...CAMPAK DUIT KAT YOU WITH LIKE THE AMOUNT OF RM200 ONLY!! and what they're salary is almost like mine!

there's things in this world that people can cheat on you....and i finally notice that day you spit it out...you got use my money for something else...not the one i gave every month also you use the money i gave for the armor !! and what you buy!! your cigarette!!! your PERFUME!! YOUR FREAKING JUDI PAPER THAT YOU WILL NEVER WIN D<

and why am i not doing the armor/giving you the extra money??? well to see would you do it or not...and you say "i would do things all the way unlike you who stop in the middle..." FUCK THAT!! NOW LOOK WHAT YOUR DOING!!! YOU YOURSELF IS DOING IT HALFASS WAY! haiz...i would just make it with mounting board and harden it with fiberglass only =w= simple and cheaper..

BUT THIS YEAR!! PLEASE I WOULD LIKE TO DO THINGS MY WAY!!! OK!! MY WAY!!!

I WANT TO LEARN FROM MY EXPERIENCE!!! and guess what?? IT'S MY MONEY I'M USING!!! SO STOP COMPLAINING WHAT I'M USING!!!! I DON'T WHAT TO USE MATERIALS THAT I FIND AT THE STREET!!! OR NEVERTHELESS AT THE GARBAGE DISPOSAL!!!! I'M NOT LIKE YOU!!!

I'M ME!!! I'M TAKA!!! I'M THE TAICHO OF DAI_SPAMMERZ!!! *ex taicho*

AND I WILL DO THINGS MY WAY!!!

2011 Material Hunting+Quick COsClass

Yay~~ today i went for Material Hunting~~ XDDDD

i woke up at 5.30am...and dunno the reason why XDD;;

then left the house at 8am OwO

reach at Sunway around 8.20am OwO and went Bfast with Kimiko and Qiqi at KFC!!! *called zhangzhang but didn't pick up*

after tat we went different path and i head to starbuck at 8.50am and wait for zhangzhang~ *still calling and didn't pick up*

at 10am ZHANGZHANG ARRIVE!!! *KILL HIM *A* *

we straight go to Mid Valley Garden and waited for Riza Ryuzaki at the Garden foodcourt

we has breakfast again XDD *2nd breakfast of the day~~~*

after tat 11.20am we went to Art friend for a quick shop of what we nid *brought a Sponge for Ovan's Hand XDD* at the same time explaining to Zhang n Riza on PVC sheet and styrene sheet....

then we head off to Kamdar look for the material for the costume XDD *same time explaining wat material is gud to use for costume*

i brought 4 meter of white cloth,1 meter of light blue and 1/2 meter of Leather XDDD

then after buying it we head straight to zhangzhang condo near IOI mall XDDD

saw the swimming pool thre and was tempting to hv photoshoot thre one day XDDD

the enter zhang house we have a very quick 2 hour tutorial on prop making XDDD like~~

how to measure body,Tips on cutting prop and for bending it,and finally the most important of all is FIBERGLASS TUTORIAL!!!

teach him how to use fiberglass on his prop XDD *riza was thre to learn too~~*

then after tat at 4pm we head to sunway back and went back home XDD suck ryte XD

well all i can say it was enjoyable XDD but hopefully they understand XDD

Cleaned my room *FINALLY!!*

hur hur~~ it's been......5 years i didn't clean my room..it's all dusty and stinky...and...well u get the picture of a young guys room XDDD *the certain type one*

it took me 3 hours...n i didn't threw anything out OAO *i'm surprise*

overall nw it's walkable inside~ yay~~~

easy access to my PC and also my DESK XDDD

also i cleaned up my Cosplay Closet....which i notice i have about 7 costume nw OAO *which i rarely use them*

oh well more to come XDD

the only meal i eat today till nw...which is goin to be 4....is....3 slices of bread and a green tea with my medicine...

LOL XDD

also..today is Christmas...and it's kinda the worse ryte nw XDD

My dad expensive vase tat cost over rm1000++ shattered to hundreds of pieces OAO

all thx to my lil sis *kimiko* cat name Jojo Armani....and i gt the blame...I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO EAT TAT TIME!! FUCK U CAT!! I'M NT GOIN TO TREAT UR WOUND!!!!

when to my friend Riza Ryuzaki apartment yesterday after work..and i find tat hid room is small Just like him XDDD his costume for Cirno Advent is nearly done except his skirt cutting...which i teach him how to cut it OwO *wow senior konon*

we talk..watch the AFAX Cosplay Regional Championship,Look At Kaika's Blog and Youtube Acc,and show who is KAname!!!*tis guy IDk who's KAname!!! KILL!!! SATSUGAI!!*

after tat when back home~~ tralalalala~~~~

gt a little feverish in the mornin and cooled down after tat XDDD

so yea....hope u guys have fun on Christmas and CF COMMUNITY!! PLZ SHOW US MORE EVENT IN 2011!!!!!!!

Falling sick at work

Haiz~~~~~

in all my life tis is the first time i fall very sick at work XDDDD

yesterday i can't even look straight to the monitor OAO

and i keep on saying...

"I Will Never Die...Not Like This...I...I Have...To Protect....The World...."

DE SOKONDE~~~~~

My Friend keep on asking me to go Back home cuz i seriously dun feel well that time XDDD

so i went to the clinic and ask to have a check up to have an MC for tat day...which she replied...

"No,We Dun sel MC..."

I WANNA CHOKE HER SO BAD THAT I CAN KILL HER!!! *clean self up*

so i just wrote down that i leave for the day and went to the CLinic near by my House
the doctor thre was nice and gave me a check up...

i had a low Grade Fever which around 36 degree Celsius *nt tat bad tho...*

but today i went back...my fever rise to 37.8 Celsius which the doctor say did i eat the medicine *yes i did but i had a severe headache in the morning*

the doctor say if i have certain symptom at 6pm i shuld go to hospital to have a check up...scared whether i have Denggi Fever *which i dun remember been beaten by one*

well anycase~~ i eated my Medicine but i cnnt sleep O_O weird...Might be my Hyperness energy OwO

so right nw i feel like sumthin is poking my head and my throat is getting dry OwO

HOPE I GET WELL SOON!!!!!

AND COSPLAY ISH MY LIFE!!!!!

Comic Fiesta Day 2

ARGH~~~~ CF IS OVER!!! and it's...10.30pm OwO

OK I'LL CUT SHORT ON MY REPORT!!! *yosh..!*

I HATE THE SECURITY!! nt CF people..BT THE HOTEL PEOPLE!! HW CULD THEY BLOCK US!!! and sampai hati panggil me kurang ajar..i was in a rush and can call me jerit macam pasar...TGKLAH DEPAN KO TU!! BUKAN PASAR DH KE!!! SEMUA DUDUK ATAS LANTAI!!! CROWDED LIKE SHIT!!! TATS ALSO PASAR MAH!! and i jerit cuz i'm late d =_= so deal wit it =_=

ok then...Emcee...plz dun drag the day longer...ur making people having problem d...Kesian Yuan cross and Rayray0211...they wan to do photoshoot pun xleh =_=

Owh! i counted hw many people carried my Dark Excaliburn! 68 people! YESH! XDDDD *tho guys..you crack my tip d..nw i hv to Fiberglass it back =w=*

urmm rumm...ok today was okok thx to Kori! i get my hyperness back XDDD I love you~~~

Meet Mikeru and Rinku today at starbuck OwO *sorry wen was quite in a rush* we were talking on how our jobs and bla bla bla bla bla~

ok..then...OWH!!! FATE STAY NIGHT GROUP!! i x dpt jumpa anybody O_O whre are they?? i saw One Rin Thosaka and it's nt her..kiseki mana u tat day...shirou sunyi~ oh well quite alot of saber today OwO I'm glad i took photo's with them XDD yay~~~

thx Ikki~~ nw i have my cap back XDD next time i shall glomp and kiss joo~~ XDDD

eto~~~ meet some sabah,Indonesia,thailand and Singapore cosplayer XDD and get they're contacts XDDD You guys XDD thx so much XDDDD MOSES!! NEXT TIEM WE CROSS SAMA SAMA!!!

owh! Dai_Spammerz!! thx for the dance finale!! You guys make the crowd wild~~ sorry but i dun join all of it...was too tired d...haiz...

Congrats to you noe whom's birthday XDDD and a merry christmas XDDD nw then...i guess thats all XDDDDD

See you next year XDDD

Comic Fiesta 2010 Day 1

FINALLY!! CF IS HERE!!!!

AND!!!

BORING LIKE SHIT! D<

in the entire time i'm already half dead =) *guess it's kinda my fault?? for nt being hyper???*

Well can't be help when u do 3 jobs in a week =_=

anyway~~~

meet old friends is okok...meet new friends which i dunno noe them bt they noe me +_+ *i Phail like SHit+

Owh i cosplay as ASK from Nico Nico DOuga in his Butler Form so only like 3~4 people noes XDD other thought i was cosplaying Kaito Butler form Owo

Comicfiesta tis year is damn crowded...and i get tired fast =_=

i hate it =_= nt to mention the air conditioning i can't even feel it =_= I WAN TO BLAME THOSE STUPID GUARD THAT BLOCK MY WAY WHEN I WANNA GO BACK!!!

haiz... oh well but i'm happy cuz i met KAIKA!!!!! YAY!!! KAIKA!!!! LOVE HER SO MUCH!! XDDDD

SHE SO KIND AND NICE PERSON !! *tho i thought she was taller but i guess can't be help huh O_O CAMERA FOOL ME AGAIN!!!*

i wish she has a Facebook Acc...but i guess she don't Owo? *personally ask*

owh! she was cosplaying as Konata From Lucky Star XDD So cute XDDD <3<3<3 *can't help it*

We snap picture together OwO I'm happy XD

OWH! DO SUPPORT HER!!!

here's her Blog link OwO -->http://thecosplaychronicles.vze.com/

kinda stress out when my dad ask me go back home like...5.30pm O_O i have to run from TS to the LRT station tat took me like 20 min thx to elevator!!

Oh well...2moro i shall come as Shirou from FSN OwO HOPE TO C U ALL THRE AGAIN!!!

tats for today~~ bb~~~

Wow it's been a year and a half???

Wow it's been that long O_O i haven't been updating you since then O_O???? sorry blog bt it can't be help XDD;;

when in anycase I'm back!! and i shall start bloggin *if i hv the time from work*

Let see what did i did in tis one year....

Got my old job back

when to first voice recording session

cosplay half asses XDD *phail like shit tis year*

Get to go Afa *at last~~ u can check it at my FB*

sang at Animangaki which i phail so much XDDDD

and nw waiting for CF XDDD

OWH!! and Kaname is selling his Cosplay Photo Book this Winter Edition of Comicket XDDD




Kaname!!! let's hang out next time!!! *which i find that impossible* meeting oversea's cosplayers is somethin refreshing and give me a motivation on my cosplay XDD *eventho in tight budget*

hopefully i'll be able to have Kagane Wen and the rest of DS member in AFA but hey~~ i can hear my voice in the Cosplay Regional Championship XDDDD in HD!!! *thx to the twins yes..it's u too *

making alodia dance on stage shows tat we are one big happy family XDD tho i think i embarrass her XDD and i still owe her a Assam Laska O_O *shout at her from afar and say we would have lunch together but haiz....*

Clive wans me to join the CRC....ok Cosplay Rigional Championship....so...urr......Ahahahahahah

I'LL THINK ABOUT IT OK!!!! BUT ONE DAY!! I PROMISE YOU CLIVE!!!!

i notice that some cosplayers was dancing Cirno Math Class and i had to join XDDD well they had fun XDD bt no one noe Bad Apple thre XDD *dancing Alone in the middle....lonely~~ i mister lonely~~*

ANYWAY~~~~~

As always XDDD hope! to! be! better!! XDDD

So Pray to myself i don't phail Kamina or ACe Next year!!! *amin~*

Today~~~ is the last day from my internship buddy Amin~~~ tho~~ nt much of a celebration~~ atleast i force him to eat a bunch of chilli flakes on his pizza >DDD

i got interview today as an Animator! woot XDD *just seeing some work and give idea/comments on they're work*

for a nineteen...i dun really give a comment like a nineteen year old student XDDD
so i'm sorry li wen for being harsh Q_Q

OK! i guess thats all for today XDD HOPE TO SEE YOU GUYS AT CF10!!!!!

I don't get it =w=

Yesh..u heard me..i don't get it at all

why does people goes so negatif this days =w=
always giving negatif comments to others without thinking what others feels...
i noe that we're having trouble and all but why can't you consider what you're trying to say to people...
we're new to this world and we are still learning...many things happen in a very fast pace..
so if you guys *yesh this is goes to all the people i noe for short* wants to troll or watever you call go ahead =w=

this world is brutal and tat we noe...but atleast see what are you doing to others..you guys don't have to be so political on everything,that will only leads you to something tat is like a NOBODY..
i been busy this days and i already can see people are struggling =w=
you may think that the world is something tat you can live on *which is true* bt we r still the same..
WE ARE HUMAN BEING!!!

so many thing happen and yet you say like
"i've been there more then you do"
"get over it and face it head on" *this one actually have meaning*
"You're a phailed person" *i get that alot*
"learn it ** all *** must noe hw***" * you can get what i mean*

yesh...i noe it's like so long i didn't updated my blog =w=
but yea...if you think you're a cold person =w= then you haven't seen me being very cold,heartless and etc etc =w=

if you like to be serious all the time,u won't enjoy life itself...
you don't want to get married and what will you enjoy if you don't? you won't enjoy what the meaning of having your own family...

human are creation by god...but human has touch the path of the sin....which leads them to satan....

that is why i don't like what i'm seeing =w=ll

everyone thinks they are great *yesh i also act i'm great* but atleast don't show your temper to the new kids...i feel very bad for them.....

cosplay...
and i thought it sumthing i can have fun with...
YESH! I DO HAVE FUN OF IT!!! AT THE BEGINING OF THE YEAR THAT IS!!

after that people are like....SHIT YOU...PHAILED....etc etc...
owh by the way~
try looking into the mirror for once in your life =w=
do you think your..what do they say..hawt? awesome? yaoi? bishie?
forget it...i don't like the blaber it out =w=

owh yea~ i also dun get why you guys call other cosplayers SLUT....do you even understand what they actually cosplaying? is cosplay a model thing?? no..it's protraying the charater you dress like...if you like wan to call like a SLUT..then what is FF X-2 Rikku is? Yoko from Gurren LAgann? aren't those call slut too?? just because they show some skin???

i noe i'm random and all....and YESH i noe alot of you actually hates me =w= even backstab me =w=
and yesh..i'm poor and i'm working to survive =w=
why do i spend my money for cosplay?? well it's for a hobby but now i feel very very stupid for it =w=...why do i go all the trouble to exercise and all =w= dieat and etc....

why do i even listen what others are saying =w=
i feel better of being a nobody taking YOUR ehem cosplay like what the other photographers are

for those yang Ter~ rasa in this post well gud for you =w=

i'm trying to be nice,gente and a good friend to all of you =w=
when i emo or sumthing pegi pat aku...i ingat ypu guys care....tengok2 boleh say cruel things to me =w=
i wanted to retire Crossplay for quite sometime but i feel bad about it...so yea... i noe...

DAI_SPAMMERZ SUCK!! ANNOYING!! GO SCREW YOURSELF!! *fufu i love when i hear those things*
and yea..what if~ i disband Dai_spammerz? huh?? where would the others go??? i open that group is to bring New cosplayers to have fun in them,meet new people,ask advice...but is that the respond....i feel like you guys are nothing but a big bullys...

why do u love anime for the 1st place? why do you love the things in japan? don't you guys even see how does those animator look at they're face when they heard this things =w=
*yea i seen one and i was so fucking sad* people risk they're time and money just to bring joy...
look at the charater tat ur cosplaying
if they see that,they're like "wow~ all my hard work pays off"

so what?? are you guy still goin to be mean to others?? or you're just goin to stay low??
hate me?? go ahead~

it won't change the world to a better place if you keep on doing that....

sayonara for this post..

i will updated my boring and none cosplay days as much as my fucking life can still go on =w=

It's Been Awhile~~<3

ok let me begin XDD
this is so much trouble and etc etc *too lazy to explain*

anyway CF is near and i haven't even finish my 3rd Chapter *dead*
Bt i dun give up *juz hope no interuption

i hope i get my money soon T^T and etc etc

songs..?? thres so many i heard...so sorry no song XDD

eto...wat else...Owh well i hope i cn post sumthing soon T^T

memories tat i will nvr forget

thank you...

terrible me....

i made my Girl friend mad at me,
i made my friends hate me..
i made my life much more stressful...

and i made a terrible character....
hate my life....
whoever read tis.....i'm truly sorry....

Persona 3 in PSP!!?

yesh...i juz notice today cuz my friend told me *actually it's my slave*...
sumwat it does nt seem interesting...and plus the main chara aka Minato arisato has a gender blender ver.!!?





n plus the elizabeth in p3p is hot!!!




well i'm so piss bcuz of this.....

even the song is nt catchy~ WHO THE HELL SING TIS!!!? WAT HAPPEN TO THE PERVIOUS ARTIST!!!? SHE SINGS BETTER!!!

here's the vid

NEW SONG FROM SUPERCELL!!!

yesh! the new single *which shock me * is out!

n i luv supercell!!!

here is they're new single!! name!
KIMI no SHIRANAI!!




n here r the rest of the song ^^

LOVE n ROLL





CENCOROLL

君の知らない物語 -Instrumental-

here is the official music video played by monogatari ^^ for the new anime Bakemonogatari ^^
song written by Supercell

bored like hell.....

bored like hell n dunno wat to do......

wan to buy games?
wan to play game?
go on9?
do manga?
do anime?
do CGing?

so many....

plus....i nid idea for doin posters,bookmarks.....n other things...

my head will explode!!!

why does it have to b puasa....all my mind can't function as they use too.....

BTw guys,wat anime would u like to c or wat anime is ur fav?? juz comment here dun mind...

I can't leave without u...cuz ur the one...

I noe i have did many things..n i regret it....i even cannot forgive myself....my hearts is broken to pieces nw....bt i noe...tis can't compared to urs....i hope u would forgive me....




You, your tears are flooding down your cheeks,
flooding for no reason.
Nobody knows the pieces of a glass storm
are blowing inside your heart.
As a hurt grows a sickness, as all doors turn into a wall,
as you in a mirror become an opponent to yourself,
IT IS PAINFUL.

Locking up you from the world,
leaving you choked.
It makes you pick up the end. (too bad).
It has swept away all the grounds you stand on in your life.
You would just keep walking with no option to go back.
Your breath would stop before my heart.

Wounds...Scars...Tears...Flowing.
(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')
I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.
(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')
YOU ARE THE ONE
When you are walking in darkness
(when shut in the dark,
you can feel my breath beside you)
YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.
(when all doors in the world close before you,
I will offer my hands to you)
YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.

Time is tickin'... T...

It is your hands that start a fire on the world.
It is what you can get even if they pretend not to see it.
The star, named pain, seen in your eyes is your city.

Your hand set the world on fire, You closed everyone's eyes
The suffering that was reflected in your eyes
like stars become your city
Are your still dreaming, sleeping?
Are you measuring all the tears you've shed?
Hope is a paper boat that sinks, isn't it sad?

Do you wake up covered with sweat at night?
Crawling on the ground your conscience falters?
Do you think it is the end?
It's ok, cause I understand.
I'll clear the body's scars,
The broken soul's hidden tears.
I'll take your hands and will believe you.

I will save you who have been lost in your last hours.
(when you cry. though you try. say goodbye. the time is tickin')
YOU ARE THE ONE
When you are walking in darkness
(when shut in the dark,
You can feel my breath beside you)
YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.
(when all doors in the world close before you,
I will offer my hands to you)
YOU ARE THE ONE. YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.

Do you have wounds, do you have scars,
Are you wandering through shadows?

Do you have wounds, do you have scars,
Are you wandering through shadows?
(Faith, Destiny, Love.)

You′re still beautiful to me.
You are the one.
When you are walking in darkness
(when shut in the dark,
ou can feel my breath beside you)
YOU ARE MY SAVIOR.
YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HOLDS OUT THE HANDS TO ME.
(when all doors in the world close before you,
I will offer my hands to you)
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin, tickin
Time is tickin', t-time is tickin away...
My savior.
ONE!

TIRED~~

after workin in animasia...body gettin tired like hell...i gt sick n etc etc~

bt today is break strat till monday~
n GACC is few more days~~~ YAY~~~

well...nth much to say bt~

NEW SONG FROM AN CAFE!!!

i was like..browsing the net n saw tis so i hear

weeee~~

NATSU KOI GAME

Tats it!!!

AFTER TIS I WON"T MISS EVEN A SINGLE EVENT!!!! U HEAR TAT GOD!!! I"M NT MISSING EVEN ONE!!!!